I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that there are many people in this world dying because of the inefficient health care system which has been so designed that it serves primarily those who have money; and this system has been designed and created by me either by direct creation or passive acceptance and allowance so that others do what is best for them instead of best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fool myself into believing that the current health care system is fair and efficient; while the reality is that there is a multitude of people in the world who have no access to the healthcare because they have not enough money.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the current health care system is the manifestation of the creations of humanity and thus I am responsible for all the consequences which result from it; thus every time somebody gets sick or dies due to the poor health care system then I am also fully responsible for it.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the current system will not change itself miraculously by itself; to change it, it is necessary that everybody actively participates in the creation of a new system; thus if I don't want that anybody in this world suffers due to the poor health care system then I must create a system which takes into consideration every being and is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a doctor to treat only those patients who have enough money to pay for the service and medications and through this I have stated that for me it is more valuable illusionary money than life.
I commit myself to create a health care system which serves the best interest of all without dependency on how much money somebody has to receive treatment