I don't really care what the king or the queen would think about me but if I was them this is what I would do...
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am special and better than the rest of people; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I have created a separation though forming a belief in my mind and later believing that this belief is true and real. I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that through accepting the belief that I am special and better than others I am allowing abuse because I expect to be treated in special way and live in luxuries which are being taken from others who struggle to survive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accumulate excess of money and other resources to satisfy my ego and to make me feel good while there is multitude of beings in this world who struggle to survive; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise through my greed and desire to be special by accumulating excess of resources and luxuries, I am directly responsible for the suffering of all those beings who struggle to survive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect others to bow before me and respect me because I am king/queen; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I have created inequality within my mind believing that this is true and real and to convince myself that this is true I expect other to respect me and bow before me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use power and the resources in my power to force others to acknowledge my specialness and to force others to give their resources so that I can live in luxuries even though others struggle to survive; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am abusing others and I am responsible for all the suffering and other consequences of that abuse.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that my believe that I am special and thus I deserve to live in luxuries and be treated special makes me blind to see that others struggle to survive and suffer in this world and I do nothing about it - even though I have power and resources to change it - because I also believe that this is normal and natural.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the power and the resources which I have to further strengthen my position of power and to get more resources so that I may feel better about myself and to convince myself that I am really special; within this forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that my actions cause harm and suffering in this world because I am taking forcefully from others resource which they need to survive and thus I am responsible for all the suffering caused by it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am special and thus I have the right to be treated specially and live in luxuries even though it causes harm and suffering to others.
To be continued...