7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 388 - WHAT IF ?... ALCOHOL WAS PROHIBITED ? - PART 4

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What if ? ...alcohol was prohibited ?

This is the continuation of the previous article:

WHAT IF ?... ALCOHOL WAS PROHIBITED ? - PART 1
WHAT IF ?... ALCOHOL WAS PROHIBITED ? - PART 2
WHAT IF ?... ALCOHOL WAS PROHIBITED ? - PART 3


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am small and insignificant and I cannot do anything about the abuse and suffering caused as a consequence of alcohol consumption; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I have created an illusionary idea within my mind that I must be powerful and almighty like superman or god so that I could stop consumption and production of alcohol in an instant; and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be powerful like god or superman instead of realising that I am powerful already here in every moment of breath and in every act that I do and through stopping my participation in the production and consumption of alcohol I execute my power to create the change in the world for the best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that every time I sell alcohol for the sake of making profit, every time I am getting drunk to suppress emotional problems within me I am allowing the suffering and abuse done under influence of alcohol and I am responsible for all of the consequences of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when I am drunk, I am not responsible for the suffering and abuse that I do; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that everything that I do affects the whole world through the interconnectedness and thus whenever I abuse somebody I create chain of reactions and consequences and I am fully responsible for all of it; and my belief that I am not responsible for it because I am under influence of alcohol is an idea created within my mind by me and is not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that selling alcohol in my bar, shop, restaurant is completely ok because everybody else does it too; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I have made myself blind to the fact that I am responsible for all the abuse and consequences from the consumption of alcohol which people buy from me and the excuse that it is ok to do it because everybody else is doing it too, is my way to try to push away from me this responsibility; I also forgive myself that I have not allow myself to realise that I have allowed the abuse to be something normal and acceptable within our society.


To be continued...





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