This is the continuation of the previous article:
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that whenever I protect my friend or family member from being caught by the police because of drink driving I am responsible for all the harm and damage being done by that person while drink driving; and even though I am not being punished and held responsible for it by the current system because I am not involved directly into causing harm and damage, I am still responsible for all of it.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that whenever I think and act in a way to protect the best interest of my family and friends ( by allowing them to drink drive the car ) without considering the best interest of all, I am allowing and accepting the abuse and suffering to other beings and I am responsible for it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the fact that whenever I drink alcohol it affects my motor skills and thus when I drive car under influence of alcohol I am causing a danger to other beings; making decisions about driving the car when I am already drunk is already affected by the alcohol and thus in that moment I may decide to do it because I am not fully aware of the consequences and potential danger because my cognitive skills are already altered; but before I get drunk, I am 100 % aware of all the consequences and that my decision process about driving the car is altered and in that moment I can stop myself either from drinking alcohol or prevent myself from having access to the car; and thus if I don't do it then I am fully responsible for all the consequences, suffering and damage that I do to others and myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that god will help and save my father from harm while driving the car under influence of alcohol instead of realizing that it is all a matter of how much my father is able to control his car with his altered cognitive motor skills; and within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself that my belief that god will save my father from harm is just a self created illusion because there are many people in this world who cause accidents while drink driving despite of the fact that their family members and friends have prayed for the help of god.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to the belief that all that I can do in regards to my father drink driving was to try to talk to him in the moment of him making the decision, instead of realizing that I an also able to do many other things to stop and prevent it e.g calling the police and informing them about my father drink driving and taking on the whole alcohol industry.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am small, powerless and insignificant when it comes to facing and standing up to the whole system and industry of manufacturing of the alcohol and within this I place myself self willingly as less to this system and I don't even consider what can be done practically to achieve it.
I commit myself to prevent people from drink driving and make the decisions which are best for all instead of protecting my friends and family members from being caught by the police while drink driving.
I commit myself to educate people and promote lifestyle without alcohol.