I am catching up with posting online my articles.
And yet another friend has come into point of friction with me and it looks like there will be fall out. It looks like we are no more in synchronicity. There has been change on a deeper levels and we do not have common things.
Well... maybe this is not completely correct. I see that we have common things but there is resistance to make certain transformations and so it seems like we have no common things to do. Anyway we will see how it goes tomorrow. I will try to talk to my friend and find a constructive solution.
I have also talked with my ex-partner. In the beginning the conversation was unpleasant and heavy but then we stopped going into the past and we focused on the present moment. We literally started to talk about our life in this moment and we were able to have stable and enjoyable conversation. Unfortunately towards the end my partner has fallen into the past and it all ended up in pain and tears. In any case I am pleased that we were able to find this moment of stability.