7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1996 - I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE

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I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.


And yet another busy day at work. I know that I am now running on the edge and thus I took the opportunity to have 2 short sleep breaks during the day. And this helped me a lot to get through the day. I do not want to work so much but I have pending appointments and I have to do them.

Interesting thing is that today I have decided with my colleague to finish our cooperation. This means that I will have no help at the moment and I will have to do everything myself. But then I noticed that our objectives are different and we start to walk different paths. Thus trying to stay and do things together would not work anyway. We tried to talk about it and find a constructive solution. But we could not. Thus to avoid any major frictions and conflicts in the future I prefer to stop our cooperation now.

Now... this is also interesting as I have decided to do the same with my girlfriend few days ago. I also noticed that we started to walk different paths. Thus I observe that there are some changes going on in my life. But I am completely at peace with it as I am fully aware that these changes are the natural outflow of my decisions in terms of what I want to do in my life. These people are simply not synchronized with my objectives and goals and they simply "fall apart". They will continue their life and I will do my things. The only thing is that we will not be doing things together.

Another points is that now there should be new people coming into my life. There is an empty space and I would say that somebody will have to fill it up. And that somebody will be synchronized with my new goals. We will see. This is my observation.





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Written: 2017 - October - 03   Published: 2018 - April - 16      © Copyright - Greg Wiater