I am catching up with posting online my articles.
My day at work was very busy again. Yesterday I wrote that this is all under control and I work within my healthy limits but today I saw that I am over the edge. I feel that I should have a day off tomorrow and I should go to the nature and have a rest but my agenda is full for the next 2 days and I will not be able to do it. On top of it I have 2 pending meetings with my 2 colleagues. And because they have been waiting already for few days ( due to my full agenda at work ) so I see and feel the pressure. They are impatient because I have promised them that we will do something together and they are right. But then work is my priority and I am not planning to work less just because of them.
Anyway the question is:
Why am I facing again the situation like last year when I have a lot of work and then there are other beings who expect me to do something for them ?
And it is not that I do not want to help and assist them but I have no time to do it.
In any case it is me who is responsible for this situation. Why do I allow it ?
I mean... because I am busy at work and I have periods of few days when I have no time for other things is kind of understandable because my job is highly unpredictable. But having to deal with people pressuring me and expecting me to do the things for them is not.
So what am I missing here ?
Maybe I have wrong time management ?
Maybe I allow myself to take responsibility on myself from other people because I want to be the good guy ?