7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1937 - I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE

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I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.


Today I decided to be more disciplined. It is that I realise that without doing things regularly ( training ) I will not be able to succeed in terms of reaching my goals/objectives. Well... this is not really the realisation of today. The things is that if I do not do what I know that I should be doing then I will get there where I want to be. There are always excuses and I am the greatest enemy of myself because it is me who is making these excuses.

I know that I have wrote about this topic many times already. And so you and myself can see what is happening with me and how effective I am with this topic.

Now it is late. I know that I should be in bed and have rest some time ago. But I am still here.

The point with ending my relationship. Today I had moments when I was at the point of feeling sad. But I realised that I do not have to be sad. And if I am then it is me who would make myself sad. Thus I decided to focus on my goals and objectives ( including what is best for all ) and then I was fine. I say that this is the end of the relationship but then for now this is just a separation and silence for 1 month and when the "sand" settles down in the water and when we have more clarity we will decide what to do next - staying together or going separate ways.





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Written: 2017 - August - 05   Published: 2017 - August - 27      © Copyright - Greg Wiater