I am catching up with posting online my articles.
My relationship has reached a point where we walk on the edge. There is basically no more margin for error. Yesterday we were at the point of saying that this is the end but now we are back together. I interpret it that until I was ready to wait for my partner till she transforms her points on her own. I was applying some pressure sometimes but still I was not so pushy. But now I have already enough of this bullshit and I expect some constructive solutions immediately. And this is why compare it to walking on the edge because if my partner would continue to resist the transformation then I would take it as a sign that this is too much for her in this moment and she needs to walk her own path of finding the strength and the discipline to transform the points.
But we are still there. We have managed to transform a certain point and this gave us "motivation" to continue together as partners.
Apart from this I am back from my holiday. I want to start working on my pending task - posting online my JTL articles. Now I have time. But I see that this is not going to be so easy. I need to push myself to do it. There is work for many days and I do not feel like doing it. But then I know that this is my mind. So I will make a plan and step by step I will do it. Thus tomorrow I will do at least 10 articles. This is my commitment.