I am catching up with posting online my articles.
The main thought of today was:
Why do I complicate myself my life with doing so many things and not having time for myself ?
Because you'll know... I have been working very hard in the couple of years and now my business functions very good. And so I could simply focus on doing my job and then I would have relatively good money and I would also have time off for myself and my hobbies.
But I will not do it. I will not take this easy path. There are couple of things which make me to immediately discard this thought out of my mind and then also throw it out of the possible options of how and what I should be doing in my life. Look... I realise very well that our world is really fucked up and we have to do something about it. Of course I realise that I will not be able to do everything myself ( as a matter of fact I could do only very little part in the changing of the world ) but still I must do as much as I can on my behalf.
Apart from this I realise that my success ( with the business and other things in my life ) came not only as a result of my hard work but also I have received a lot of support from the "unseen world" because of my goal / objective to do something to change this world for better. Thus it would be very unfair for me to back off now and simply enjoy my life and forget about my goal and the effort of those who supported me so that I may be where I am today.
Thus I have noticed this thought on the surface. But it has no meaning and no importance to me. I will simply let it drift away and I will continue on my path although it is quite hard and difficult to walk on it.