I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today I felt weak and I wanted to spend all afternoon in bed. But I only slept for 1 hour around midday. And then I got myself to do things. I did not feel like doing them but I did.
Anyway now I seat in front of the computer and I am blank. I have been working on one of my projects in the last week but it goes really slow. I understand that things don't always go the way we wish in our head but still it is frustrating that it goes so slow. You'll know... if I knew somebody who has got the skill then it all would go much faster but here I need to learn it all myself through trial and error. And so every other project now has to wait till I finish this one.
Right now I really want to finish my article and lie down in bed. I will do it but I will try not to fall instantly asleep. I will lie down and breath deep. Though because I know the risk with lying in bed at this time of the night so I will set up the alarm clock so that I do not sleep all night. I will try at the most have 30 min sleep and I will get up and do something around the house. The one thing that I need to look at is that my house got a little bit messy in the last week as I have been working on my project. And I know from the past that my tiredness quite often goes hand in hand with the mess in the house. So I will try to get out of bed later after having a break and I will try to clean and organize my house. This is interesting observation. And I guess it is easier for me to associate the mess in my house with the tiredness as I have already written about it and brought it to my attention in the past. So this is the good thing which comes from writing my daily articles.