7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1529 - I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE

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I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.


And so here it is another day when I do not know what to write. The day today was kind of intensive. I did some work and I did some other things and now it is late. This is the time of the year when I should actually have less work and more time to catch up with my other tasks. But in the end I see that I am almost as busy as in the last year.

Last night I had a dream about the cockroaches. In this dream I was killing them. Normally I do not do it but because I do not want them to walk around my house so I catch them and I throw them out of the window. But in this dream there so many of them so I was killing them. I am not much into the dreams and interpretation of it but maybe there was a cockroach walking on my bed while I was asleep and it provoked a dream about it.

Anyway as I do not know what to write so I will "fill up" the space with something. Maybe this does not have any meaning at all. But who knows ?! Maybe it does. I will see in the future.

In regards to my sleep last night. I lied down in my bed but I did not allow myself to fall asleep easy. Instead I lied on my back ( to keep me awake ) and I tried to concentrate on my breathing. I also set up the alarm clock on 30 minutes just in case I would fall asleep.

Anyway... it happened that I did fall asleep and the alarm clock woke me up. And then I set it up again and I continued to breath. I think I repeated it 2 more times but eventually I fall into deep sleep and I did not hear the alarm anymore. And I woke up after 4-5 hours.

During the day I had one short 17 min break and then in the evening I fell asleep on the sofa and I snoozed for about 1.5 hours.

I will try to do the same tonight.





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Written: 2016 - June - 22   Published: 2017 - Aug - 14      © Copyright - Greg Wiater