I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.

Today I have one of these more difficult days. I worked until very late and I then - when I was tired and the only thing that I wanted to do is do nothing or go to sleep - I had to write my article. At least these days happen less and less. So it looks like my application and correction with myself and overloading myself with work is effective.

Anyway I am now at the point when it is very later at night and I do not really know what to write. But then because it is late then I cannot spend too much time on thinking about: "what can I write about ?". So I am basically writing something "just because" I have to write something.

Though within this there is one interesting point. I was already lying down on the sofa being half asleep. And if I did not have to write my article I would probably wake up in the morning. But I had to get up. It took me some time but eventually I got up, I ate something, I put my washing on the line and I sat in front of the computer. And now I am a bit more awake. I was at the point of falling asleep thinking that I cannot do anything else today but then I got up and I did my responsibilities.

If I fell asleep on my sofa or in my bed I would probably wake up in the morning or later and I would feel completely shit from sleeping too much. And then I would be left with my responsibilities from yesterday and I would have to deal with them tomorrow. This is one little insignificant thing but then I know that it is important because this way I do not allow the small things, tasks and responsibilities to accumulate into a bit mountain which would later overwhelm me.

So I am glad that I finished my responsibilities from today - even though it was difficult to do them - and I am also pleased that I did not fall asleep on the sofa to wake up later in the morning after 8 or 10 hours of sleep and feel like shit. So I will stay awake for a while and then I will go to sleep. But I make sure that I put my alarm clock so that I sleep no more than 6 hours.


Written: 2015 - October - 10   Published: 2015 - October - 25      © Copyright 2015 - Greg Wiater