This is the continuation of the previous article:

I WANT TO BE POWERFUL SO THAT I CAN BE SAFE FROM THOSE WHO COULD HURT ME - PART 1
I WANT TO BE POWERFUL SO THAT I CAN BE SAFE FROM THOSE WHO COULD HURT ME - PART 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be powerful like superman so that I could be untouchable to the system and those within the system who could hurt me ( e.g. police ); within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by desiring to be untouchable to the system I admit and accept a belief that the system cannot be changed and I actually give my power away to the system.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am co-creator of the current system and thus I am responsible for all that has been created and exists within the current system and within my desire to be like superman and untouchable to the system l am trying to escape facing myself as a creator of the current system.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by desiring to be like superman and untouchable to those who could possibly hurt me, I admit that the current system is unchangeable; I admit that I don't want to face the consequences of my creation as a co-creator of the current system and within that I give up on myself and I give my power to the system.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by desiring to be like superman I am running away into fantasy world within my mind instead of facing the reality of my creation; I also forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that have given my power away to the system by expecting from myself to become like superman while accepting the current system as unchangeable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be better and stronger than the system instead of realising that I am the system itself because I have co-created it and I am integral part of it and thus within the desire to be like superman and untouchable to the system I am trying to create separation; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that as long as I am trying to separate myself from the current system which is my creation I will not be able to change it and the stronger I will try to separate myself from the system the stronger will the system become because within that I am giving more of my power to the system within the law of polarities.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the current system exists the way it is because I have co-created it that way and thus if I stop creating and co-creating it, it will cease to exist and within that there will be no need for me to become like superman so that I could protect myself from the harm because the system will not be abusive anymore; within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system which can hurt and harm me instead of supporting me as life.