I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am helpless powerless do anything about the poverty in the world and instead I have placed all my hope and expectation to make any change in god; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am giving away free-willingly my power away to illusionary god which I have created within my mind and thus the real poverty on earth doesn't change because the illusion cannot change the reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect that somebody outside of me ( god, hero, superman etc. ) does something magical and changes the poverty on earth in an instant; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the poverty on earth has been created over long period of time and I am co-creator of it and thus expecting that somebody is going to stop it in an instant is an illusion; thus I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to expect that somebody changes it in an instant instead of looking at and analysing what sort if practical steps must be taken to stop the poverty and apply it in practice / in reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that god can stop the poverty in the world and to convince god to do it I have spent money and other resources on building expensive temples and churches; thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am directly responsible for creating poverty on earth and thus spending money of building the church is my may to make myself feel better about myself and to supress the fact that I am directly responsible for creating poverty on earth; I also forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that spending money on helping directly those who are poor instead of building the temples in which I pray to god is much more effective way to stop the poverty.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that priests and pope are not special messengers of god but they are one and equal to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that priests are special messengers of god and they don't have sex.
*on the photo it is a priest and founder of famous "Radio Maryja" in Poland getting out of his very expensive and luxury car