The same today. I was working all day. I am tired and I will post it online tomorrow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I am heterosexual then I am normal and gay people are not; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the definition of what is normal is based on the beliefs of the majority of people in this world and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to the definition of the majority and I have accepted and allowed myself to be what majority beliefs that I should be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only right way to have sex is between male and female while sex between males or females only is wrong; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself realize that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself in the sexual expression according to what others decide is normal and not normal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that god has created male and female and the only accepted way in the sexual expression is between male and female while any other form of sexual expression between two males or females is breaking the laws of god and is wrong; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I limit myself through accepting beliefs of others and I behave according to these beliefs because I fear to be labeled by majority as not normal and I also fear to be rejected by the majority because I don't conform with the beliefs of majority who believe that sexual expression should be only between male and female.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear gay people; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I fear them because I have accepted and allowed myself to be preprogrammed with the belief that sexual expression should be only between male and female and because gay people break this program and I don't know how to deal with it and thus I fear them and to justify this fear I try to defend myself through judgment that gay people are not-normal, mentally sick etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as normal and I make this definition based on the fact that I express myself sexually only with opposite gender; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have accepted within my mind the definition of the majority of people of what is normal in regards to sexual expression and this definition has nothing to do with what is normal and not-normal; I also forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to be rejected by this majority because I behave outside of their beliefs.