I didn't have access to internet yesterday thus I am posting my article today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect that stopping the addiction is going to be easy and pleasurable and whenever it is not like in my expectations I am allowing myself to give up and fall back into addiction; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have created an idea within my mind about stopping the addiction which is not real and thus I am obliged to continue to face the consequences of the reality of addiction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the process of stopping addiction is difficult based on the experiences of others; within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others and I have allowed myself to accept the illusions of others who believe that stopping the addiction is difficult and almost impossible and through this I give my power away to addiction instead of working with what is here in front of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that addiction is sickness and I am a powerless victim to it; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am responsible for giving my power away to addiction and thorough this I am obliged to face the consequences of giving my power away to addiction; I also forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the same as I have allowed myself to give my power away to addiction, so can I take responsibility for it, stop continue giving my power away to it and become equal to it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get pissed of with others who point out to me that I am responsible for giving my power away to addiction; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I don't want to accept the responsibility and to suppress the facts of reality I suppress it with my anger directed at those who point out to me that I am responsible for my addiction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is a special program and/or pill/medicine which will fix my problem with the addiction; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am searching for the solution to my problem outside of myself instead of realizing that I am responsible for this problem and I am the one who can stop it by stopping giving my power away to it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have done and tried everything possible to stop my addiction problem; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have formed a belief within my mind to make myself feel better about it and justify continuation of my addiction without feeling guilty that I do it.