7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 320 - PERSONAL APOCALYPSE - PART 3 - BAD COMMUNICATION

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Personal Apocalypse

This is the continuation of the previous article:

PERSONAL APOCALYPSE - PART 1
PERSONAL APOCALYPSE - PART 2


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to raise my voice and shout because I wanted to convince/force others to understand my point and take it for granted; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have created a belief/illusion within my mind and by forcing others with my shout and screaming to accept my point of view I wanted to find proof that I am right.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be right and to achieve/fulfill this desire I have accepted and allowed myself to shout at others with the intention to convince/force them to accept my point of view and admit that I am right.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others don't understand me and thus I must scream and shout at them because according to my belief this is the only effective way to communicate with people who according to my belief don't understand me and don't get my point of view; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that it is not about other people understanding me and accepting my point of view but it is about my desire to be right and force others to accept my beliefs at all cost.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that shouting and screaming with anger is affecting the effectiveness of communication instead of enhancing it and thus whenever other people don't understand me it is also because I don't communicate effectively; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that other people are stupid and not able to comprehend what I am communicating to them and through this belief I am justifying my screaming and shouting in anger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am right and thus I am justified to scream and shout at others in anger because I believe that this is the only and effective way to communicate others about my point of view and convince them to accept the same point of view; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have created within my mind an illusion about what is right and to strengthen my belief that I am right I try to convince/force others to accept my belief/point of view with shouting and screaming in anger.



When and as I see myself raising my voice when communicating with others because I want to force my point of view I stop and I breathe; I realize that I want to be right and to achieve it I have created an illusion about the reality and to strengthen my belief that it is correct I try to convince/force others with screaming and shouting in anger because I believe that the more people share my belief the more true it is and then I must be right.





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Published: 2013 - March - 01      © Copyright 2012 - Greg Wiater