7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 280 - ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 8

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establishing communication with my body

I didn't have access to internet in the last few days and I need to post the other articles first. Thus I am posting my article today.


This is the continuation of the previous article:

ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 1
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 2
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 3
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 4
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 5
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 6
ESTABLISHING COMMUNICATION WITH MY BODY - PART 7


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the images of naked women to excite myself sexually and masturbate; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am abusing my body by using my mind to stimulate into sexual excitement which causes harm to my body.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through stimulating myself sexually with the images of naked women I am abusing my body and at the same time I am suppressing the communication with my body and thus I am self responsible for lack of efficient communication with my body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use force to stimulate myself sexually through the mind and the use of the images of the naked women; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am abusing my body and destroying the communication with my body.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that sickness is stronger form of communication of my body and is the consequence of not establishing a balanced and gentle way of communication; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to intentionally not listen to my body and use force and the mind to stimulate it sexually.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my body through stimulating it into sexual excitement through the mind with the images of naked women and as s consequence of this separation I have allowed the sickness to manifest within my body; within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become lost and believe that I don't know how to reestablish the communication with my body and reestablish balance and equilibrium within my body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that using the images of naked women to stimulate myself sexually and masturbate is normal; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that defining it as normal is my excuse to continue with my addiction to energetic high from masturbation and at the same time it is an excuse to not face myself.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my sickness is the reflection of me not being gentle with myself and with my body and instead I allow the strong and hard way of communication; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be hard on myself and suppress the gentle communication with my body.

To be continued...





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