This is the continuation of the previous article:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be like a hero from the movies, books, stories without taking into consideration that this is because of my egoistic desire to prove that I am worthy, good person or better then others think of me; and within this personal desire I have completely missed the point of doing what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that personality of a hero is a opposite polarity of victims who need to be saved by the savior ( hero ); and thus because it is just a polarity manifestation thus is supporting the current system which is based on polarities and it will never bring on the change which is best for all because within the system of polarities there is always somebody who wins and loses - it is never what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I admire the heroes from the movie because I have created an perfect and beautiful idea in my mind that somebody saves me and others from all the problems; but within this I have not taken into consideration that I am the creator of all the suffering within the current system and thus I am fully responsible for all that is happening here; and because I am the creator of it thus I am the only one who can change it; the hero can deal with the symptoms ( suffering, poverty, hunger etc. ) but he will not be able to deal with the cause which is in me; thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to take responsibility for my creations ( suffering, poverty, starvation etc. ) and within this I have given the responsibility to deal with these problems onto the personality of a hero which I create in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that if everybody would act in a way that is best for all then it would not be necessary to create an idea in my mind of a hero who saves others from the suffering; but because I choose personal interest over the principle of what is best for all thus I create consequences in the form of suffering, starvation, poverty etc. and by creating the ideal of a hero I feel at least justified that I don't do anything to change the current system because I am waiting for the hero who will come and do it for me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that if I only wait for the hero, god, savior and I don't do anything to change the current system by acting in a way that is best for all in every moment of breath, everything will continue the way it is now, which means that the whole existence on Earth will go into more suffering and eventually into the destruction which is the normal consequences of what we do and allow.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to consider the practical aspects of being the real hero which means to act in a way that is best for all in every moment of breath; and acting in a way that is best for all means taking responsibility and challenging the current system and everybody that supports it, which is not as beautiful and easy as it is in the film or in my mind.
I commit myself to act in a way that is best for all and through this create a change in the world breath by breath.