I had another very busy day at work. I got over my daily limit allowance. Not as much as 2 days ago but still it was over. And I start to see the consequences of it. It was all too much and I needed to eat 3 meals because I was losing weight. But this is not just the weight. I see that I am getting out of balance. I left dirty dishes in the sink. Clothes and work towels are lying on the floor and on top of it I was playing computer game long hours at night. That is not good at all. And that is another proof to me that I should keep my work limits. Well... lately was quiet and now I would like to recover the money. But I am asking myself if that is worth it because my experiment with diet is temporarily suspended and I am out of balance ?
Anyway tomorrow I have only 1 appointment in the afternoon and in the morning I want to spend time in the nature to get myself out of this hole.
I went yesterday in the morning to the gym as I had my appointments in the afternoon. But I did not do meditation.
What else ?
That is all. I do not feel like writing anything else today.
I finished this article and I had a plan to go to sleep. But I stopped myself and I decided to clean the dishes and tidy my house a bit although it is late and I feel tired. I just know that if I leave this mess then this energy will stay there and tomorrow when I wake up I will be affected by it. I would most probably wake up tired and not feeling like cleaning this mess. I was there many times in the past and I do not want to repeat this experience. Now the house is tidy and I can go to sleep. But before that I take a shower and I do short version of meditation. I am proud of myself that I did it.