I did some work and I had some time for myself. In between the appointments I went to the beach. A swim in the ocean and then sun did really good for me. I also went to the gym. That is second day in a row. I feel motivated to get back on track with exercises. I try to eat twice a day. Only sometimes I eat 3 times. Interestingly I maintain my weight rather stable and my strength increases. The one thing where I do not make progress is sleep. I sleep around 6-8 hours. But this is in the period when I did not have much work.
Yesterday I friend asked for advice about how to help his friend who has cancer. I offered that this person may call me and I will share my experience with self healing. This person did not call me. But my friend asked me for more information that I have on my computer. I gave it to him. And that is not a problem at all. But I have enough of offering help my friends, my clients and other people and not being taken seriously. By saying seriously I mean that people do not see me as somebody who could help and assist them. Thus my decision is to stop offering help for free. If somebody wants my assistance then they will need to pay for my time. And I will put a relatively high price because I know that what I offer to people is at least comparable and quite often worth much more than the advice from a professor or other doctor specialists. It is not that I do not want to help. I am very generous and genuine in this aspect. It is about the people who do not consider my advice as effective.
I understand why that is happening and here I try to explain. The pyramid with other geometrical structure on my terrace is fairly big ( over 3 m in height ). And you do not see it on every corner. I would venture to say that there are only few units in the whole world where they are in sight from the street. Anyway about 90% of my clients do not see or notice it although they pass within 1 m distance from it. When I say it to some of my friends they laugh asking me how is it possible to not see such a huge thing. But the fact is that people do not see it or they behave as it was something normal and seen as much a McDonald's restaurant and they do not bother to ask what it is.
Thus if they cannot see it then it means that this is something outside of their capacity to comprehend it within their level of consciousness. And this makes me to relate it to how this people see me as a therapist. My advice and help is outside of their capacity to comprehend. Thus I accept it. I will not beg them to listen to me. But those who do, will have to pay for my time.
Now I do my meditation.