I am catching up with posting online my articles.
And yet another day without work. Somehow it got very quiet this week. As I said yesterday this was good for me as I needed some rest. But tomorrow I already have reservation.
In the morning I stayed in bed and I snoozed a bit. But it does not matter. I was lying down doing my mental exercises and during this exercise I started to smile. And it was interesting how the smile coming from within me and once it starts it is as if it was getting stronger by itself. My mouth literally opens by itself or I should say by the force of the smile.
Today I started to work on the updating my website. And later I went to the gym. But in the evening I wasted again time on the computer. Anyway I will continue with the website tomorrow. The most important is that I broke out of the stagnation and now I feel motivated to finish it.
This is also important. Last night I did not feel like meditating but I pushed myself to do it. And it was great. I realised that this stagnation and lack of motivation could be the sign that I am approaching the point zero ( or transformation point ) and I should continue to stay focused no matter what. And that was the reason why I pushed myself to do the meditation. And tonight I need to do the same.