I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today I had another day without clients. And I really enjoyed it. I tidied my house because there were things ( like clean clothes waiting to be folded and put into the wardrobe etc. ) awaiting to be done and I do not like it. So I did it and immediately I feel better. I still need to clean a little bit but I will do it tomorrow.
The biggest thing of the day is that I did more exercises. Maybe tomorrow morning I will for a run on the beach as I feel strong enough to do it. It has been a while since I did it last time.
In the evening I had hangover like symptoms in my head. This is probably the cause of me spending too much time on the computer in the last couple of days. Anyway I pushed myself over the resistance to do meditation in the evening and was able to diminish it. I feel better now and this shows me that this was the thing of the mind.
I still have the last bit of my project on the terrace not finished. I wanted to do it today but somehow I did not feel like doing it. Well... I needed to design new logo for the project with the course and I decided to leave the project for tomorrow.
I keep my discipline with doing things related to my projects with avoidance of doing silly things and I feel more and more strength of the focus and power growing in me. It is interesting to observe it. Keeping this focus may seem to be difficult but then in reality it is the easiest, most logical and most reasonable thing to do. Because this is the quickest way to get to my goal. And on the contrary every time I lose my focus and fall for the temptation ( which seems to be easy for our mind not used to the discipline ) then I have to go through all the consequences. And this is simply longer and more difficult path. It will also get me to my goal but with more pain and struggle. So it is up to me which path I choose.