I am catching up with posting online my articles.
I am happy again. I see that in the last couple of weeks I got to smile less and be happy less. But then I started to change it and now I see that it is working. I am very happy about the point that I am happy again... hahahaha. And the things in my life start to realign and flow smoothly.
Today I did a little bit work with clients and then I had to do few other things related to work. But in general the day was easy and I enjoyed it. No exercises though. I only did some meditation in the morning and now I will do other one.
What else ?
I do not know what else I could write. Ah... this one is interesting. About 2 weeks ago I wrote the message to my ex partner. It has been few months since we had any contact. I decided to do it as I feel that the polarities in which entrapped ourselves lost their power and I thought that maybe now we could have some contact and try to explain all the things that we could not explain then. What also contributed to my decision of contacting her was that few people around me were encouraging me to do it. And the final decisive point was that she was in my dream 2 nights in a row.
Anyway I wrote her the message. Though she did not replied immediately. It does not matter. She might have been busy or whatever. I let her know that I would like to talk with her. She said that she was busy in the moment. I replied that she could write me when she has time and when she feels like it. The answer was short OK. Now it has been 2 weeks since I sent her the message and there is no sign from her. Well... maybe she does not feel like it or maybe she does not want to do it. She has the right to do it. She has no obligation whatsoever to talk to me or whatever. I did what I felt would be good for both of us and I am at peace with myself. Otherwise I would be thinking that I should contact her and I would entrap myself in this indecision. I wish her all the best without any regret, expectations etc. and I simply continue with my life and my things.