I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today I did not have any clients and I dedicated few hours of my time to the project on the terrace. I did some work for about an hour and then I took the break because it was getting too much. I went to eat something in the restaurant and while I was sitting there I started to think about the point how rather difficult it is to find moments in our lives when we make the decision to do something not motivated by money. I know that we do a lot of things in our day, which are not motivated by money but when it comes to bigger projects then it is not so common to see. So right now I am doing a project which I started over 3 years ago and I need to dedicate rather a lot of time and effort to make it happen. There was moment in the beginning when I thought that this could give me some profit but I realised that this is not the case. But still I continue with it and I have to find the strength and motivation inside of me. And on top of it I need to invest my money into it.
But is there really nothing that I get from it ?
Well... I am aware that there are other benefits that are of non material nature. I feel or I sense or maybe I know intuitively that once the project is going to be completed it is going to be as if I drilled a hole through in a very thick wall through which the light may enter into the dark room. You'll see... I am making this project on a rental property and the owner could say any time that I need to leave this house. And so I would have to take down my whole project and try to find another place. I am aware of this but I realised that it does not matter how long I stay in here. It is very important to drill the hole in the wall and let the light come in. And that is already enough because the light will do the rest of the work. If I am allowed to stay here longer then obviously I will continue drilling the hole and break the wall completely.
Anyway... today I continued to look at and analyse the point of doing the things in life with joy and through inner motivation rather than being motivated by outside factors ( mainly money ).