I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Almost every day I do some work but still this is enough to earn sufficient amount of money and then I have a lot of time for myself. And this is perfect. This is what I want and what I enjoy.
Now... I took my car today and I went to visit a friend of mine. Maybe this friend will join my project. We will see. Though being busy with these things did not give me time to do other things like the gym and I did only shorter version of meditation.
What else ?
Not sure what to write. Today I slept a bit less. I had an appointment in the morning and I had get out of bed no matter what. And so I did. And I was smiling and laughing that I allow myself to fall into this trap of my mind that I need to sleep a lot. I got after about 4 hours and I was fine. My mind was functioning almost immediately after waking up. Then I needed a short siesta around midday and it very helpful. Then I left my house and I was out until evening. And I could not sleep. I got back home and I started to have some symptoms of sleepiness but I pushed myself to breath rather then doing another siesta. And it is ok. Now I want to see if I can manage to function with less sleep like I used to do before. I allow myself to have 1-2 short siestas during the day but then I have to push myself to breathe better and manage better my energy during the day.
This would be wonderful if I could break through this resistance in my life. It would open so many new doors for me.