I am catching up with posting online my articles.
This was a busy day travelling from the country side to the city and on the way stopping by to visit my other family. Obviously my plans to dedicate a lot of time to my projects and experiments during this holidays are not going to happen.
I got disappointed again seeing that my family is suffering and struggling while I am there having the solutions but they do not want to use it. That is fine because everybody can do with their life what they want. But then I do not see sense in giving other people suggestions and assistance with things to make their life easier and better. Right at this moment I feel like I want to completely step back and not interfere with anybody's life. Just focus on my projects and experiments. Well... we will see how it goes. I realise that I am not the only one in this world experiencing this kind of disappointment. And in reality I am not surprised by it at all. But it is disappointing anyway.
I need to look at this point deeper and see what it tells me. My first reaction is that I want to step back and hide. And I also want to be more reserved in my friendships and my relationships. But is it really the best solution ?