I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.

My day was rather little effective. I did some physical exercises and I did my meditation but I could have done much more if I was in my own home.

Well... I do not know what to write today. Not much is happening right now and I do not have any significant realisations that I could write about. Thus - as many times in this type of situations - I am writing just to fill up the page.

I really wonder how my experiment with the meditation will change some things in my life. And if it does then I will something to write about.

Lately I am going through the phase when I do not see the sense in doing things for people. Because I tried to do things for people to help them to have better and easier life but I did not see interest in it on their behalf. I do not want to say that I give up but I refocus my resources on my own process and if I see that somebody is really interested then I will share with them my knowledge and experience.

I know that in the past I wrote an article about a friend of mine who has gone through a very similar phase in his life and now he does not see any sense in helping people. At that moment my friend told me that I am wasting my time and resources trying to help people but I did not want to accept. But now I am at a very similar point as my friend - a little bit demotivated and disappointed. But well... that is the way it is. As I said I will share my knowledge and experience with those who are interested and I refocus my energy and resources on me.


Written: 2018 - June - 27   Published: 2019 - February - 15      © Copyright - Greg Wiater