7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 2240 - I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE

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I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.


I was a bit more busy with work today but still I managed to go to the gym. As I said yesterday I did not want to have break of few days from exercises as this takes me back 1 or 2 steps back and later I have to catch up again.

Today I had a visit of one of my patients who I thought could be dead already. I think I mentioned something about it few months ago. Her condition was progressively getting worse and she got lost in the consequences of the vicious cycle. Anyway I did not have any contact with her for some time and today out of nowhere I got a phone call from her and we made the appointment. I tried to help her with some physical pains. The condition has got more complicated but she is still alive and I think she has still the chance of getting out of it. I think it because otherwise there would no sense of her coming to me knowing that we would talk about it. And we talked about it for most of the treatment. And she was listening. And for me that is the sign that she is still fighting to be here and get healed. At the moment her life is literally a hell and she has the moments when she does not want to live any more but then she has found a spark of hope and she came to me. I do not want to say that I will get her out of it. I will only assist her if I can and I will encourage her to change her condition. But we will see how it goes. It is a process and she needs to give to it her absolute dedication and discipline. There is no room for error as her body is literally on the edge of the cliff.

Today I did only very little of dance practice. I did it in the morning and later I was busy with other things. But that is ok after having 2 intensive dancing days.

Now it is getting late and I have appointment in the morning so I finish here and I go to sleep.





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Written: 2018 - June - 04   Published: 2018 - June - 11      © Copyright - Greg Wiater