7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 2213 - I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE

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I do not know what to write

I am catching up with posting online my articles.


So here it is another day of my journey. And so it is another day when I am not sure about what I could write in my article.

About 2 weeks ago I came with the idea to make a meditation group with the intention to do the meditation once a week. Everybody was supposed to do it in their own home and from time to we would meet in one place and the meditation together. But I do not see the movement and excitement in the group. But it does not matter. This is my idea and a friend of mine and we decided that we will do it anyway. We also decided today that we will be doing it twice a day for 3 weeks and we will invite others to do it if they want to. There is no obligation and/or forcing anybody to do it. Everybody gives to it what they want and what they can within their daily responsibilities. So we will see how it goes and what it does to our lives. It is an experiment.

This was another day without running. But I went to the gym in the evening. As I had 2 days of rest then I noticed visibly that my strength increased further. I am still not in my top form but I am getting there.

I am noticing some kind of disturbance in my solar plexus. I used to experience it when I had conflicts with my partners or friends. But now I do not have any conflicts in my life with anybody and I am wondering what could be the cause of it.

There is a big event in my town over the period of 2 weeks and there is inflow of many people who indulge themselves in alcohol, drugs and sex. And maybe this has something to do with it ? But even if that is the case there must be something that I can do so that it does not affect me in this way. I will observe it and investigate it further.





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Written: 2018 - May - 08   Published: 2018 - June - 11      © Copyright - Greg Wiater