I am catching up with posting online my articles.
I do not know what to write. I face the point when I am disappointed because I set myself a certain goal and I does not happen. I do all that I can do achieve it but it does not happen. And I am at the point when I could throw all my wishes and dreams out of the window. Because it looks like they are not going to come true. And I feel sad. But then if I start to think that all that I can do in this life is to work and save up some money so that I have enough when I retire, then I become more sad.
And so I make the choice of not giving up. Maybe my dreams and wishes will never come true. But I will not stop trying to make them happen. I will not stop trying different things, learning and searching for new ways and methods to make them happen. Holding on to my dreams and wishes ( although I am not sure if that is possible to achieve ) is much better then accepting this reality of humans ( work for money, retirement etc. ).
I decide that I will not give up. I continue. I keep walking. I keep dreaming. I keep wishing. I keep believing that there is more than what I live now in this moment.