I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today it was a busy day. But still I had enough time for myself. I really enjoy it. I am not doing too good with the investing. I have been caught on heavy fall related to bad news on the market. I made some silly emotional decisions and I made some losses. I am so disappointed at this moment that I have almost given up. I said... fuck it... I let happen whatever happens. There is a risk of further heavy falls but as I said it would be silly to sell it know because there could be the recovery any time. It does not look like at this point that the market is going to recover any soon from this fall but still it may happen. It is frustrating as I feel that I am completely out of control. I tried my strategies but this time it all failed and I am 40% down from my best.
I have lost my focus with stopping the thoughts and being disciplined with my exercises. I have given to much energy to investing today. It should not be like this and I admit that this was my mistake.
Out of this disappointment and frustration with investing I feel the temptation to do something silly now like watching porn. But I will not do it. I go to bed and I do my exercises. I focus my energies on something constructive.