I regard myself as a stable person. This definition of myself is based on the emotional stability which I have achieved through a process of self-development over the years. Of course I made some big mistakes ( mainly in the choice of relationships ) but I learned from them and eventually I gained my stability.
I have to repeat it. This is my own definition and perception of how I see myself.
But still I have asked myself a question in regards to the functioning of my penis - as he is not always performing at its optimal potential - and there came the word "INSTABILITY" ( I have identified this word by using the kinesiology muscle testing ).
So this words shows in the test involvement in the functioning of my penis. Of course I was surprised when I did the test because - as I said - I regard myself as stable. And thus because it was not easy for me to see the connection of this world with my penis, so I continued with my muscle test to identify specific areas of my life which are not stable.
And here came the point of my SLEEP.
SLEEP has been a big topic for me in the last couple of years as I try to reduce the my sleep to a minimum. I had some progress and significant breakthrough but then in the last couple of months I got stuck. I do not make any progress and I am not regular with my experiments.
Anyway I looked at the point of stability in regards to sleep and there comes a point that I should not use alarm clock but rather allow myself to sleep as much as I need but there is a condition that I will get out of bed at the first wake up. That it means that I will not allow myself to snooze. And I have to do it without any alarm clock.
Thus I will have a look at this point with the sleep in the next couple of days and I will push myself to get out of bed as soon as I wake up.
To be continued...