I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define receiving from others less than giving and so I try to eliminate the receiving from my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is possible to live without receiving; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that this is an illusion of my mind as the fact of reality is that it is impossible to give without receiving.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give positive charge to the act of giving and within this I intend and try to separate the giving from receiving and I try to focus exclusively on the giving as something that I have defined as positive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist receiving without realising that in the act of resistance towards receiving I am denying somebody the possibility to give.
Upps... I am very tired and now I struggle to keep awake. I need to stop now and I will continue tomorrow.