7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1665 - 21 DAYS OF POSITIVITY - PART 75

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I am catching up with posting online my articles.


So this is finally the day when I did all of my exercises in full length. Though I finish relatively late. But definitely I see that I make change. I really think about my experiment and I put priority on it.

In the last couple of days I made couple of mistakes and I tried to do my exercises while lying down. It ended up that I fell asleep. Though I had a lot of luck because I woke up and I finished my exercises. And so now I am in the 15th day of my experiment. Because I do not want to fail and then start again from day 1 so I will keep the focus and avoid the most common mistakes. And so I should be able to complete my experiment successfully.

Today I asked myself a question about the reason why I do all of these experiments. In the end it is creating a lot stress in my life. Of course I know that in a way this is also something really positive and beneficial within my process but on the other hand ( as I said ) it is creating a lot of stress. My answer to this question was kind of simple... I do it because I do it... hahahaha... The same as with writing my JTL articles. I do not know if anybody is actually reading them. My website where I post my articles is not really well positioned on Google and so I do not know if anybody finds it at all. So I am probably writing it just for myself. 7 years of my life writing something every day. And here is the same question...

Why do I do it ?

Well... the answer is the same as in the previous question... I do it because I do it... I made a commitment to do it in April 2012 and I was aware of my decision. And so now I just need to do it. Though next time I will be very careful when it comes to this type of commitments... hahahaha...



To be continued





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