7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1661 - 21 DAYS OF POSITIVITY - PART 71

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I was late in the evening. I went to sit down on the sofa chair and I started to do one of my exercises. There was some fireworks right out of my window. I do not know the reason of why they did it but maybe there was a special party in the hotel next to my house and they celebrated it with fireworks. I have stopped participating in the shows of fireworks in the last couple of years as the explosions scare the animals ( dogs, birds etc. ). But this was right in front of my window so I watched it a little bit.

Anyway I was doing my exercise and then suddenly I woke up. I am not surprised that I fell asleep because lately this is a kind of normal thing ( although I should avoid it as all costs as this is a danger for my experiment ) but what was really strange was that I woke up in my own bed. But I do not remember the moment when I got there... uppps. Ok... I am tired and this may happen although it should not but this thing with not remembering the moment of going to bed tells me that I am crossing the lines. Of course I wanted to avoid the situation when I work till late on the computer but in the evening I got a phone call from a friend who needed some help and in the end I ended up late.

Anyway... I really had luck that I did not sleep all night and I woke up after couple of hours. I have finished my exercises and I can count this day as completed successfully. But again I am at the point when I finish my exercises very late again. This is not good at all.

One more point... on the day 6 ( 5 days ago ) of this experiment I had the discomfort in my left foot. I tested it and it came up that the word "HANGING ON" was associated with this pain. The pain and discomfort disappeared the next day by itself but I still do not understand the meaning of it all. Maybe it I will still come on to me ???

So this was my day 11. I did not do the exercises in the optimal way but I did them and I did the best I could in the given situation.



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Written: 2016 - November - 01   Published: 2017 - August - 19      © Copyright - Greg Wiater