I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Unfortunately there is no Day 4. This morning had an appointment and I did not have time to do my exercise. I thought that I would do it after my appointment. But then I got a phone call. Later I went to do other things and in the end I forgot about my exercises. I only realised it in the afternoon. But this was already too late to do it. And that means that I fucked up again.
Now it is late at night. I will not do any exercises tonight. I will finish this article and I will go to sleep. I will start tomorrow.
I do not know what to write anymore.
Last night I slept for about 4 hours. Then I had a short siesta ( 17 min ) during the day. But in the evening I felt tired. It has been long time 3-4 weeks since I had a day off and I feel that I am becoming worn out. I have 3 "deadlines" coming up but still I am considering to "call off" 2 deadlines and have couple of days off to regenerate and recharge my batteries.
I am pushing my limits and I should not be here after my experiences and the consequences that I faced in the last couple of years as a result of pushing these limits and working excessively.
To be continued