I am catching up with posting online my articles.
And again I have been busy all day today. Thus I have concentrated on doing only the top priority tasks from my list. And although it was difficult I have managed to do all of them apart from having to 30 minutes rest.
Apart from this there is something to say about my sleep. Despite working a lot yesterday I slept less than four hours altogether. If I didn't have appointment in the morning I would probably stay longer in bed. But I could not do it and in the end I stayed awake all day. I had some moments of weakness when I just wanted to lie down and have some sleep but I did not do as there was no opportunity.
But what is interesting is that when the moments of weakness have passed then I had this feeling/state of my being that I do need sleep at all. I do not really know whether I should call it the feeling or the state of my being but there was something like a certainty and at the same time very deep and inner happiness that I can live without sleep. If you follow my articles then you should know that I am trying to reduce the amount of sleep every night. I even hope that I could even eliminate sleep completely from my life and that is why I write here about it. I do not know if that could be possible but today ( and I have also experienced something similar in the past ) I had few moments when I really felt that from now on I would not need to sleep anymore.
Now it is 1:40 AM. I already had one major moment of weakness. I was sitting down with my eyes closed and I almost lost my balance and fell asleep. Of course in the moment of losing my balance I immediately opened my eyes and I stayed awake. But I am certain that if I was lying down then I would fall asleep. So my intention now is to try to avoid lying down and in the moment of weakness I will have a shower because the water has the capacity to take away ( at least temporarily ) the tiredness. I have to work a lot tomorrow so I do not know if this is a wise thing to experiment with the sleep. Because in the end I should be well and rested when attending my clients. But on the other side if I don't do it now than I may never have this opportunity because it looks like I will be always working.
Anyway I will try to stay awake all night but if a see that it is necessary then I will have some sleep. Maybe half an hour or maximum up to 2 hours. But I have to make sure that I set up at least few alarms. I know that if I do not wake up with the alarm then I will end up sleeping many hours and I will wake up with the symptoms of hangover.
To be continued