I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today I decided to do an experiment with watching porn and masturbation. I did it frequently in the past but then some 3-4 years ago I decided to stop this habit. I had some hiccups on the way but eventually I stopped doing it.
Though today I decided to see what happens if I did it again. So I found some pictures and videos on internet and I started to stimulate myself. I did it for about 20 min and then I stopped. I did not reach the happy ending because I did not want to do it.
Anyway it was interesting to see that watching all these pictures and videos of naked bodies of pretty girls was completely boring to me. In the past it was exciting but it is not anymore. This program ( watching porn and masturbating ) in my mind has been neutralized and removed. I know that it would be possible to make myself addicted to it again but I do not want to do it. First of all I do not see any benefits in it and secondly I realise that it is actually causing a lot of harm and suffering. In the end it is a global problem.
Now... those who insists that masturbation and watching porn is harmless and innocent are absolutely wrong. They are addicted to it and this addiction makes them blind to see the facts of the reality. Of course if I started the conversation about it with them they would give me lots of "reasonable reasons" ( coming from their mind ) justifying their point of view.
To be continued