I am catching up with posting online my articles.
This is the continuation of the previous article:
After decision about stopping to work together we sat down to discuss how to distribute the leftovers ( e.g. furniture, decoration etc. ) and other non-material benefits which we have generated together. It was all clear that everybody deserves equal part of everything and so we did this way. And so everybody left home to do their own things.
Now... some time later I have noticed thoughts in my mind saying that I deserve to have more than others or I was kind of worrying about what others will do and if they would do something against me. And then I was making within my mind a plan that if they do something against me then I would also do something against them to protect myself.
It is late and I have to go to sleep now... I will continue tomorrow...
To be continued