7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 1018 - FEELING BETTER AND TEMPTATION TO GO BACK INTO OLD HABITS

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Feeling better and temptation to go back into old habits

I am catching up with posting online my articles.


So I am getting better and better every day. I feel stronger now. I am recovering from my fall. Unfortunately what I see is that I have the tendency to go back into old habits of working too much.

I am really glad that I could today do some work on the computer which has been on the waiting list for quite a while. I have advanced with the project and I have really enjoyed it but unfortunately I have passed the limits today. And this is the point, which got me into troubles with my health.

This thing with falling for the old habits after the recovery from the sickness is kind of quite normal among humans. But unfortunately this is how we fuck up ourselves and this whole world. Because the sickness comes up to tell us that what we are doing is not balanced and in the best interest of yours and the whole world. We are supposed to learn from it and not repeat the same mistakes as it is obvious that if we continue doing the same things which got us into troubles last time then the story will repeat itself again. And this is simply called stupidity.

So there is really not much to say here about it. I just need to get myself to be more disciplined and organized. Because I am very certain of this thing that I do not want to go back into the shit hole in which I was couple of weeks ago. I do not want to be sick again.





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Written: 2015 - January - 28   Published: 2015 - June - 21      © Copyright 2015 - Greg Wiater