I am catching up with posting online my articles.
4 days ago I wrote that I am recovering fast from the sickness. Though 2 days ago I mentioned that my recovery goes in waves and thus I experienced the low. Today I got better again. And this better today is better than feeling good 4 days ago. I feel that my body is regaining its physical strength. Thus I am seeing that I am on the good track. I experience some lows but I am not falling back anymore.
Now... it is something incredible to be healthy again. Although I still have at least few days to regain the optimum level of my health but I see that I am getting closer and I will get there soon.
I know that where I was the things could have gone really bad. I could have got serious infection in my body and who knows what else. If I took the medicine from the doctors there would be possibility of developing side effects ( I say it as this is very common case ) and possibly I would never regain my health.
But I was fortunate to receive help from my friend who is one of the best specialists in the field of natural medicine. And as I said I see that soon I will be good again. And it is wonderful... it is wonderful... it is really wonderful to have strong and healthy body. Thanks to our body we can express ourselves within this reality. And obviously once the body is sick then our capacity to live and express ourselves here is compromised.
As I mentioned in the previous articles I see clearly where I have made mistakes which led me eventually to the point of being sick. Although this sickness has brought me some precious gifts and showed me new door in my life I will do everything possible to not get there ever again. And this is because it is all very unpleasant and dangerous. And then I also know that it is not necessary to get sick to find the new door and walk through it. I know that is possible to get there without the pain and suffering.
Being sick has also reminded me that none of my desires has any real value and if I spend my whole life pursuing them then I will regret it in the moment of death and on my life review. Thus I have made some commitments that I will live my life according to the principle of what is best for all. And as a part of it I will dedicate my life to show others that it is possible to regain health and maintain health throughout the whole life. There is no need to be sick. There is no need to suffer. As a matter of fact being healthy is relatively easy. It is just that we have got lost and we have forgotten what to do. And so I will try to show and re-educate those who want.