I am catching up with posting online my articles.
"My life has no sense"...
This is what I have heard from a friend who's husband has died not long ago. And it does look as if her husband was making and giving sense to her life.
But is it really true this statement ?
Well... as far as I know their marriage was not so beautiful at all. They had a lot of problems, they had a lot of conflicts and I have also heard few times that she actually wanted her husband to go away and leave her alone in peace. And this has actually come true because he is not here anymore and all the problems and discussions are not there anymore but yet she is in depression saying that her life has no sense. I know that this depression comes and goes but yet it is interesting to hear her saying that her life has no sense.
Now... I know that there are many people like this. First they hate each other and they would be ready almost kill each other but once the other person dies then they feel lost, they fall into depression and they cannot find sense in their life.
And now when I write this I realise very important thing.
Look... these people that I am talking about ( including my friend ) have created their life and their relationship that are based on the abuse and one of them is the abuser and the other one is the victim. As I said they hate each other but yet this is their purpose in their life to be here and to hate each other. This is how they have defined and created themselves here in the system and once one of them dies then they feel lost because they cannot fulfil their purpose ( either the victim or the abuser ) without the other person. And this is the reason why my friend does not see the sense in living.
To be continued