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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need to have money to pay for the best doctors to fix my health problems and pains in my body; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have allowed myself to separate myself from my body and my creation and within this I have forgotten where and how I have created personally my sickness and pains in my body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need hi-tech medical equipment to be able to diagnose the cause of my pains and other health problems; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have forgotten how I have created personally the sickness within my body and thus I could "de-create" this sickness and create balance and health again; thus I realize that I don't need the hi-tech equipment and the best doctors but instead I need to investigate myself and how I create my sickness and apply the correction.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am helpless in regards to sickness and pain within my body and thus I believe that I need best doctors and the best hi-tech medical equipment; thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I am the creator of my sickness and to change it I need to apply changes within myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am helpless victim to sickness and pain and thus I allowed myself to believe that I need the best doctors, hi-tech equipment, Jesus, god, somebody with super healing powers etc. to help me and heal me; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to take responsibility for my pain and sickness and instead I give my power of correcting it and healing it outside of myself to doctors, Jesus etc.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need best doctors and hi-tech equipment to help me with my pains and health problems and based on this believe I give up on myself without analyzing what can be practically done by myself to solve my problems.