I am catching up with posting online my articles.
Today I have worked a lot and I am at the point where I don't want to write anything or rather it is difficult to think of something that I could write.
Anyway I am trying to do a certain experiment in regards to "meaning what I say".
What it means is that I will try to communicate in such a way where there is no double meaning behind what I say. And this may not be so easy because I got myself trained into using double meaning ( not only with words but also with body language ) to make jokes or play with people because it was fun to me when I got them confused with my double meaning.
Thus for example when somebody was asking me something and there could be straight forward answer ( yes or no... this or this ) I was twisting and playing with people to make them confused. Though I have to say that my intention was not to take advantage of them or laugh at them but to simply have fun with it. So it is not any serious "sin" if I could say it in this way but now I want to see if I can communicate with people without playing with them and instead to communicate straight and clear so that there is no doubts caused by double meaning.