I am catching up with posting online my articles.
It is obvious that I would prefer that this person did not die and continued to live here with us. But you'll see... we are multidimensional beings and there are many dimensions to consider here and thus we cannot always say that death is bad although this is a general concept within humanity. I give you here one example. The earth with humanity and other beings are in the process of utter transformation from separation and isolation into unification, oneness and equality. Although we are not always consciously aware of it because we live on the surface of the ego but somehow in core of our being we are aware of it and thus we will remove ourselves from this reality either through natural death, accident or suicide.
If I had a skill of being a portal like Sunette from the Desteni who can communicate freely with beings from other dimensions then I could cross reference my OK feeling with the facts from other dimension. But for now I have to rely simply on my feeling and my previous experience.
Anyway I feel that everything is OK here. I don't judge it and I allow it to be. But there is one very interesting point here. Yesterday when I got the news I had moments when I started to think of and imagine the dead body of this person which was close to me. You'll know... it was going on within my mind and I could see very quickly how I was becoming distressed, sad and fearful. And this is the typical and common reaction of humans, which comes from judging and defining death as something bad. But I did not fall into it. I stopped it immediately and got back to my feeling OK.
To be continued...