I am catching up with posting online my articles. I moved to a new place and I was without fixed internet access for almost a month. I was also very busy with work and that is why I got this big delay with posting online. Though I did not skip a single day with writing my articles.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that within the desire to prove that I am better than my father I allow myself to get involved in a process of actions and doings things which use the resources of the planet earth and the resources of my; and within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am responsible for the consequences of using to prove and validate the illusions of my ego and my mind instead of using them in a way which is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am equal in essence to my father and any beliefs that I am less than him and my desire to prove that I am better than him and better than what he thinks of me are the illusions of my ego and my mind and thus I will never be able to prove that I am better than him because that is not possible.