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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at women with the desire to have sex with them; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that this is the consequence of the built-up energy within my body and the need to discharge it through sexual intercourse; I also forgive myself that I have allowed myself yearning to have relationship and sex instead of investigating the cause of this energy built-up within my mind and body and then correct it within me and as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself yearning to have sex; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to express myself through sex and instead I have converted it into a method of discharging of the excess of energy build-up within my mind and the body.
When and as I see myself looking at women with the desire to have sex I stop and I breathe; I realise that I am trying to find a method to discharge the excess of energy within my body and the mind and instead I investigate where, how and why I allow the built-up of energy within my mind and my body.
When and as I see myself being sanguinary I stop and I breathe; I realise that I am frustrated that I cannot discharge the built-up energy within my body through sexual intercourse and thus I stop, I breathe and I investigate how, where and when I allow the build-up of the energy within my body which also causes excessive tiredness.
When and as I see myself wanting to sleep more to counteract the tiredness I stop, I breathe and instead of sleeping more I investigate why I feel tired.