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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when a child is being born with deformed body it is a will of god and I should not question it and I should raise this child as normal; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that by allowing this child to be born in this deformed body I am sentencing this being to live a limited life and possible suffering and I am personally responsible for it.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the deformed body is the result of faulty genetics, environmental changes, pollution, toxicity and unhealthy lifestyle and thus I am personally responsible for all the suffering which the being is going to experience throughout the lifetime as a result of my decision to let it be born with the deformed body.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that the increased number of new born babies with deformed babies is the result of me not taking care of my body and the environment and conceiving a child in the moment when my body is not functioning at its optimum and/or when I am under influence of alcohol, drugs, medications etc.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that having a baby for the sake of having it; or because I want to fulfil my desire of having a baby; or because I want to fulfill the tradition and thus allowing a baby to be born with the deformed body is an abuse and I am personally responsible for all the suffering which this baby will experience throughout the life time.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that whenever I allow for the conception of a baby when my body is not at its optimum there is a possibility that the body of this new being will be weakened and it may also be deformed and thus I am responsible for all the suffering and consequences of it.